What's on my Mind

Life has been hectic as usual work…family…projects…dreams …the list is endless.24 hrs in a day, and so much to do, so little time. Sometimes I often wonder am I doing justice to all the projects and initiatives which I have taken. It started with HR Funda Yahoo Group, then came Buzz, HR Funda Blog,Cool Bihari , The Job Shop and finally Patna Rice. Some people have started assuming that I’m a full time blogger and I’m paid for my blogs …well I wish I were :-)

I think my own space Buzz I have not been able to express my thoughts and views on life around. I always want to be aware and conscious of the changes which I feel my thoughts are undergoing ,but sometimes the turn of events are so fast that you really don’t get to ruminate about your experiences.

What’s on my mind ………well I just wish I could change few things in my life ….

So true..

This is the End...

Can't express much about then pain and agony which I felt one must be undergoing after the bloodbaths in Mumbai yesterday.Just read these lines from "The Doors" song "The End", it truly makes me numb and thoughtless after seeing all this...

This is the end Beautiful friend This is the end My only friend, the end Of our elaborate plans, the end Of everything that stands, the end No safety or surprise, the end I'll never look into your eyes...again

Can you picture what will be,So limitless and free
Desperately in need...of some...stranger's hand
In a...desperate land Lost in a roman...wilderness of pain
And all the children are insane,All the children are insane
Waiting for the summer rain, yeah
There's danger on the edge of town

Ride the king's highway, baby
Weird scenes inside the gold mine
Ride the highway west, babyRide
the snake, ride the snake
To the lake, the ancient lake, baby
The snake is long, seven miles
Ride the snake...he's old, and his skin is cold
Driver, where you taken' us

The killer awoke before dawn, he put his boots on
He took a face from the ancient gallery
And he walked on down the hall
He went into the room where his sister lived,
and...then he Paid a visit to his brother,
and then heHe walked on down the hall, and
And he came to a door...and he looked inside
Father, yes son, I want to kill you
Mother...i want to......Kill, kill, kill, kill, kill, kill

This is the endBeautiful friend
This is the end.My only friend, the end
It hurts to set you free
But you'll never follow me
The end of laughter and soft lies
The end of nights we tried to die

Times they are ......

We live in a greedy little world--that teaches every little boy and girl

To earn as much as they can possibly--then turn around and Spend it foolishly-

We've created us a credit card mess-We spend the money that we don't possess-Our religion is to go and blow it all

So it's shoppin' every Sunday at the mall

All we ever want is more-A lot more than we had before

So take me to the nearest store -When you're broke go and get a loan-

Take out another mortgage on your home-Consolidate so you can afford-

To go and spend some more when you get bored-All we ever want is more-

A lot more than we had before-So take me to the nearest store-

Let's swing Dig deeper in your pocket

Oh, yeah, ha Come on I know you've got it Dig deeper in your wallet Oh

All we ever want is more-A lot more than we had before-So take me to the nearest store

Ka-Ching by Shania Twain

Journey Continues...

Sometimes the greatest of discovery of one’s life comes through self introspection. At times I seriously feel that my thoughts and beliefs on certain issues in life are firm and unwavering. However to my own surprise and amusement I find my beliefs changing with passage of time.

It creates some confusion in my mind about my own self; the harder I try and understand my self, more confusing or rather surprising the outcomes are. May be I’m expecting my revelation to happen to soon, but the constant thought of self-awareness does leads to a heightened awareness of one’s own thought and actions.

A conscious effort to monitor one’s own action leads to some peculiar situations. Many times you’ll encounter a situation in which your mind and heart will be under perpetual conflict of arriving at a decision. In my earlier days I thought that’s part of growing up process and time will come when things will fall alright and I’ll overcome the constant ???

But the journey continues and so the surprise of discovering a new person within yourself which you never thought you were.